I do think i'm indifferent than others ;
but i can't define myself
most of her friends said she loco,
her 101% of curiosity and laughters can kill them all,
she needs sugar to keep her sane,
she is finding a guy to hold her hand to keep her safe
and sound for the rest of her life,
her biggest wish is her family and friends are happy always.
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So called new year revolution
Sunday, January 3, 2010 ( 10:06 PM )
It's 2010 already. I forgot what's my new year revolution!
well, i don't understand why i have the urge to blog right now
but i just feel sketchy with the whole new year thing.
Anyway my new year resolutions...
My family which is my biggest wish,
hoping that 1 day i can have all my siblings and parents to hang out together.
The family thing is really cool, for some may think it's a bit cliche
but what brings u to the world?
your family for sure!
But i don't understand why sometimes she just wants to make things up.
The shouting part may makes u a winner but a loser for the family.
I mean if u can't even handle urself, what makes u think u can handle ur family?
Dad told me making a huge argument is not helping which i really agree,
i was wondering what if that day mum do things differently.
Could we end up differently?
I do feel upset when i see ppl chill out with family, really.
Many of my friends said that i was really optimistic
cuz i have a very complicated family
but there's only 1 thought makes me stand strong for it,
I can find my own happiness.
Secondly, i wish i can have more freedom.
Speaking of freedom, i just realised i already 20 this year.
Like hell ya, a 20 years old girl needs permission to do every little thing.
It's like a force for me to lie to do certain things.
I don't plan to do so but i do for the sake of my own freedom.
I didn't talk to her cuz i know when i really talk to her,
she would probably curfew me or something.
Maybe i did when i was drunk.
I feel unfair when she did that to me.
I would probably kill myself 1 day to end everything!
Nah, just joking! Suicide is an irrational act.
Maybe i would just run out of the house, really.
Cuz it sucks to obey everything and she just don't realised
that i did my job as a daughter.
It kills me when she said something really hurtful.
I don't feel good when i'm home.
I wish I can just go somewhere quiet and have peace of mind.
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