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Monday, May 4, 2009 ( 7:21 PM )

I had my dental surgery yesterday.
In the half an hour, there are so much flashbacks
and thoughts all over my head.

when i was small, i used to think that
I'm
the step child of my mother.
when i was small, i need go to school by bus
but both of my sis was sent by her and strangely
our school are just next to each other.
when i was small, i was bullied by both of my elder siblings
and mostly i was to blamed who started the fire.

Then when i turned to form 1 and had my spoilt brat trial.
Thinking that i was supposed to be like everyone else,
imitate one another, not following the rules instead i need to
make things happen and get wild with the so called 'mafia' in my class.

Just when I'm still having my honeymoon then here comes the giant bee,
my mum transferred me to Stella Maris and
this is where my nightmare begins.
So i still think that I'm not her biological daughter
cuz i can't scratch the itch-
when the cat's away then the mice will play
in this not-so-mine territory.

After so many chased by the cat, Mrs.kang.
My lessons learned.
I'm running the same blood as my parents.
I learn to build my own pride, my knowledge, my friendship, my family hood and all these was made by Stella Maris. Without it. I'm officially a piece of junk!
Seriously, the credit goes to my mum. She's a well trainer of the family.

Apparently, I need Esther to learn so badly,
how to be an independent child from now on.
It's been a doubt in my head.
If i get to go to the states to pursuit my further studies.
I wonder if she can survive alone without the sibling's guidance.

It is my biggest fear in my life.
She having the best everything in her life
and i need her to be a useful person.
To be precise, I'm a total failure compared to her and
this is why i want to make sure her life is in apple pie order
without the darkest influence from anyone else.

God, may you bless my family and I.

Lastly, i'm having congee right now. more like a baby food.
Joyce and Rine were complaining me eating all the time in genting =(


I study the people around ;
with my hidden thoughts .


Wishing well

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They are the norms ;
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Narrators

escape from insanity

Adeline Alyssa Emily Esther Eunice Hadley Jacklyn Jasmine Joey Joyce Juliet Karen Kayi Leconte Lilian Ming Li Prisca Rina Rine Sarah Suet Meng Tatt Mun


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