I do think i'm indifferent than others ;
but i can't define myself


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most of her friends said she loco, her 101% of curiosity and laughters can kill them all, she needs sugar to keep her sane, she is finding a guy to hold her hand to keep her safe and sound for the rest of her life, her biggest wish is her family and friends are happy always.


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Less than perfect

Wednesday, April 9, 2008 ( 10:42 PM )

I don't understand why.
Once we talk, we will FIGHT!
I feel so annoyed.
I wish I'm a small girl.
I will tell you every single idea
my future
my studies
my friends
You make me feel so strange
You make me tell lies instead of the truth
I'm eighteen now
I hope that you can trust me
and not to judge me because of the bloody SPM result.
It's ridiculous once I got my result.
I work so hard for it as you can see.
And now you turn ur back and tell me that I didn't work hard for it.
so what is all these?

Then, college life now.
I tried my best to do my assignments.
To do more research so I can update myself.
I studied till late night even my class starts at 8 o'clock morning the next day.
I even tell myself that I can achieve everything just like how vanessa did.
But I feel so helpless that I can only walk myself in my college journey
so the only thing I can reward myself is Shopping and spend more time with friends
and is THE ONLY THING you can see from me
then you started to scold me for spending money and even warn me not to go out with friends.

can you imagine that?
I know sometimes you do care for me
but this is not the way!
You know what?
I don't feel good to stay at home.
I hate myself for being so stupid.
I'm so sorry I can't be like her.


I study the people around ;
with my hidden thoughts .


Wishing well

speak with your lingo .




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