I do think i'm indifferent than others ;
but i can't define myself
most of her friends said she loco,
her 101% of curiosity and laughters can kill them all,
she needs sugar to keep her sane,
she is finding a guy to hold her hand to keep her safe
and sound for the rest of her life,
her biggest wish is her family and friends are happy always.
Blog l Facebook l Msn
but i can't define myself
silhouette
smoke makes me sneeze
I write nuts ;
just so you know
Dude, how's the model thingy?
Sunday, May 31, 2009 ( 9:29 PM )
Leconte went to a model competition
so i asked him if he's doing great.
Leconte says:
sighhh
Leconte says:
got kicked out lor
Leconte says:
if not why im here onlinetalking to you
Leconte says:
=(
g i n n y - says:
wth?
g i n n y - says:
r u serious?
Leconte says:
yalahh.
Leconte says:
so sad lahh
g i n n y - says:
omg
g i n n y - says:
im sorry about that
g i n n y - says:
but what's the reason u got kicked out?
Leconte says:
not good lah
Leconte says:
thats why kick out lah.
Leconte says:
sigh.
g i n n y - says:
r u ok
g i n n y - says:
i hope u doin good
Leconte says:
yea.
Leconte says:
and im sorry i just lied to you
Leconte says:
HEHE
g i n n y - says:
wtf
g i n n y - says:
it's not funny, leconte lee !
g i n n y - says:
u're just cursing urself
Leconte says:
la la laaaaaaaaaaa
Leconte says:
im still in la
Leconte says:
hehehehe
g i n n y - says:
whatever
g i n n y - says:
if u got kicked out
g i n n y - says:
don't cry like a old grandma
Leconte says:
i wont cry lahh
Leconte says:
everybody also cry when other ppl go out
Leconte says:
but i cannot cry wan
g i n n y - says:
lol
g i n n y - says:
until u kicked out!
My-so-called-oh-so-cute-niece!
Saturday, May 30, 2009 ( 11:05 PM )
Name: Hannah Kwong
so adorable eh!
so adorable eh!
I went to visit her with the family yesterday. LOL
I can't just ignore her even for a sec..
I can't just ignore her even for a sec..
Absolutely nothing wrong
Friday, May 29, 2009 ( 12:17 AM )
Going through Rine's blog is such a shame!
she was saying that us behaved strangely
but still I accept it as a compliment!
twisties + caramel pop-corn
- created by me
chili sauce with pepper and salt + french fries
- created by ron
The food paradise. I hope you won't die once you tried.
but we got SIN-tific proven! LOL
anyways, meeting up with Zhefung this sat!
my lovely sissy bestie in form 4! XP
Festival thingy is quite annoying!
Thursday, May 28, 2009 ( 5:50 PM )
Went shopping with Joey
bought some cheap stuff to manja myself =P
I just realised both of us were
having a different style. LOL
her say was like so-ginny, so-leconte, so-me! -.-
anyways i'm home now for the dumpling festival.
all the families are cooking for the reunion dinner.
Joey, my mum invited you for the dinner
but sad you having one!
And I don't know why I started to make friends
with all my sister's friends.
Like I know most of them.
I like kids a lot seriously and they are so naive.
I just love the way they behave but at the same time
their dramatic life is looming.
Just like how we used to be last time.
so dramatic and mean but note to yourself :
high school friends are what you called true friends!
Actions speak louder than words
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 ( 12:45 PM )
When we were small, parents taught us
how to say S-O-R-R-Y
when you do something wrong, automatically
this 5 letter words will
straight come out from your mouth and
parents need a lot of training for it.
Such as when you are being dishonest,
you need to say sorry
or you have not complete the task given earlier,
you need to say sorry.
Parents NOT only train their kids vocally but mentally as well.
Kids need to feel sorry in order to apologize to someone.
Most importantly, parents need to show good example.
When parents in wrong, they need to apologize to their kids.
In order to let the kids know, they are not doing it alone
but everyone do so when they do something wrong.
And so lessons learnt. Parents tend to
forget the lessons/lectures they given.
It's easy for them to teach but can hardly hear the
S-O-R-R-Y from them.
They think it's fine not to say it just because
they are somewhat older than us.
So it's really all craps to listen to them.
I think I can be a better parents than mine.
At least I'm showing the example to my younger siblings.
when they tell me what they think, I would give a really
good explanation and tell them
what's right and what's wrong.
They need to understand in order to follow the rules.
They need to be in others position to understand their situations.
I just hate it when you scream at me without any clues.
As if you are mentally disturbed.
What if
Sunday, May 24, 2009 ( 11:35 PM )
Sometimes we were all hoping that if happens in our life.
but having a well-planned life doesn't mean you're are
perfect enough to pursue your own happiness.
I can't imagine what am I doing the next 10 years time
or even the very next moment!
Life is just too short to loiter around i guess.
We NOT gonna accept it but live it to the max!
I think I should probably plan my vacation
with my very first pay in future.
dubai Paris maldives london
damnclassycanfreakingkillyou!!!
Friday, May 22, 2009 ( 12:33 PM )
The boy next door!
( 12:04 AM )
Kris got the title
of the American idol
X) !
How much did I borrow?
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 ( 11:47 PM )
Damn it. I can't catch American Idol tmr at 8am.
I wanted to see Kris so badly! uckkk...!
FYI, I'm going to the state of 'siew pao' tmr! If u get it..
omg. I don't care. who's gonna pay for it?
anyways, I'm sure Kris gonna win and
bring the i'm-so-gay adam down!
I just think he's gay with his eyeliner! XP
IfeelsleepyshouldIjustsleep
( 7:55 AM )
I'm missing Leconte already!
He left like 1 week plus!
I would love not to see him now until July
until he get what he wanted!
so yeah, miss the lameness of him so much
and nobody gonna text me early in the morning
to go for brunch or shopping while I'm still dreaming!
No matter how bitchy he used to be..
I still can recalled the whole thing
In form 4, I was forced to join march past due to
lack of ppl in john house.
I joined 2 days before the final practice for sports day.
so yeah I marched like crap and he
stood behind me and called me dumb!
that moment was so hard and i pretended like
i-can't-hear-you-what-did-you-just-said
as if i-didn't-know-you-just-called-me-a-dumb!
if u're reading this, don't ask me if you did cuz you just did!
Then he turned up became 1 of my besties in form 5 -.-
we went Singapore together with Patricia as well.
we stayed at my cousie's crib and he did something gross
he slept beside me and the very moment
i wanted to get off the bed
my whole hand was feeling something sticky and wet
which he just salivated on the bed and still
he gave me that stare-whaaat?!
anyways, i just love him being himself
not with the dumb calling/excessive flow of saliva! XP
whatiwasdoingwasright!
( 1:28 AM )
I think I'm having a sleeping problem, sort of!
thought of webcam-ing with Vanessa but she's working!
okay! It seems no one score high in my quizzes..
even my family =(
sigh. no one really knows me!
well, maybe i kept things in myself and
i don't really express my inner self.
The reason is i think express yourself to someone is harder
than keeping it yourself.
I don't like to burden ppl and make them in a hard situation.
I think ppl see you attach with negative issues is annoying.
I'm just trying to make things simple.
Of course. Everyone has his/her own hardships to deal with.
Even the happiest person in this world. I'm sure!
Maybe I will complain when i'm drunk! LOL
well. I do wish I can express my darkest pain though, really.
Just so hard to keep it!
anyways, i lost track of meeting up with new ppl
since i stopped college has been a while so
it's tough for me to find my incredibly rich BFF!
well, i think single is what best but the siblings of mine
was complaining that i need to find a BFF.
Maybe they find me overly attached to them
so they are trying to get rid of me!!
They love me so much! -.-
I think that's really mean of me for judging you!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 ( 11:27 PM )
Being a girl in a family is not cool at all.
can't stay up late even for a sec outside!
anyways, yum cha session with Joey
was funny and educative
i knew more about chiromancy and the
invest-reinvest stuff =P
and btw, we bumped into Jonathan Chong
when we are about to off!
The guy with slaannng!
whole Stella's used to called him that
but i think he's great though!
uck! time flies! i need to get some sleeep now!
I didn't know
( 12:28 PM )
there's a library clown at all ! X)
good bye, Finale!
Monday, May 18, 2009 ( 7:15 PM )
Oh crap! I wonder how grey's gonna run in season 6
Katherine and T.R Knight ciao-ed
Chyler, mothering is what she does best
Ellen is having her first child!
Tell me, what's next for grey's?
It seems my favourite show is sneaking out to nowhere..
and i'm going back to
DIRTY SEXY MONEY!
Sunday, May 17, 2009 ( 10:43 PM )
I h<3art Kris
Play your card well before you raise the stake!
( 4:45 PM )
Hello to angels and demons
I'm sorry for the negligence which has been a while
when the moment i woke up this morning,
my bro told me Linus got into an accident last night
I thought my bro was sleep talking at first
rapid heartbeat was the result of the bad news
all of us got no clue where he is and
we were so messed up to find out
then....
we just found out that he's doing fine
and yet with an injured hand
AND
he can even make jokes!
OMG. Thank god!
May god bless him
If you are friend of mine,
I would do anything you asked just
because you are my friend
May god bless him
anyways that something in my chest
and I need to blurt it out
and I need to blurt it out
If you are friend of mine,
I would do anything you asked just
because you are my friend
If you are not..
you are still under my supervision
BUT NEVER
betrayals
For god sake! I'm not an idiot
who just delivered yesterday.
you fooled me once
and tricked me the second time
Okay. maybe I'm partially an idiot!
You conned me TWICE!
so shut the hell up and get a life!
and most importantly out of my sight!
Note to self: The wild bitch will eventually show her dark side!
can't read my m-m-mother's day!
Sunday, May 10, 2009 ( 9:38 AM )
Happy mother's day !
I can't wait for the no bake cookies
for my beloved mother
well, i'm not a baking person
(since my mum put me on bake restriction)
so it's really like rocket science for me
to bake real cookies
and i just realized
there's another reason
for my future BFF or hubby
to kick me out of the game! hah
time to get wild with the family =)
I can't wait for the no bake cookies
for my beloved mother
well, i'm not a baking person
(since my mum put me on bake restriction)
so it's really like rocket science for me
to bake real cookies
and i just realized
there's another reason
for my future BFF or hubby
to kick me out of the game! hah
time to get wild with the family =)
Immediate aftermath
Friday, May 8, 2009 ( 1:21 PM )
Christ. I can feel there's an uneven stitches
on my inner side of my mouth.
Oh i forgot. My dentist is fantastic in dental everything
BUT stitches. so should i go for a plastic surgeon
or a well known tailor? crap.
oh god. Usually i take 10-15 mins to brush my teeth
and now i need another 10 mins extra -.-
I still feel the pain and the stitches pulling me in
when i open up my mouth. ouch!
the pain still running up and down.
I can't imagine i've been suffering like that
for almost a whole damn week.
so for those who live in a cloud cuckoo land,
you don't know how I feel exactly.
anyways, i'm taking 90210 as my pain killer.
I want a clown who keeps me entertained
Monday, May 4, 2009 ( 7:21 PM )
I had my dental surgery yesterday.
In the half an hour, there are so much flashbacks
and thoughts all over my head.
when i was small, i used to think that
I'm the step child of my mother.
when i was small, i need go to school by bus
but both of my sis was sent by her and strangely
our school are just next to each other.
In the half an hour, there are so much flashbacks
and thoughts all over my head.
when i was small, i used to think that
I'm the step child of my mother.
when i was small, i need go to school by bus
but both of my sis was sent by her and strangely
our school are just next to each other.
when i was small, i was bullied by both of my elder siblings
and mostly i was to blamed who started the fire.
Then when i turned to form 1 and had my spoilt brat trial.
Thinking that i was supposed to be like everyone else,
imitate one another, not following the rules instead i need to
make things happen and get wild with the so called 'mafia' in my class.
Just when I'm still having my honeymoon then here comes the giant bee,
my mum transferred me to Stella Maris and
this is where my nightmare begins.
So i still think that I'm not her biological daughter
cuz i can't scratch the itch-
when the cat's away then the mice will play
in this not-so-mine territory.
After so many chased by the cat, Mrs.kang.
My lessons learned.
I'm running the same blood as my parents.
I learn to build my own pride, my knowledge, my friendship, my family hood and all these was made by Stella Maris. Without it. I'm officially a piece of junk!
Seriously, the credit goes to my mum. She's a well trainer of the family.
Apparently, I need Esther to learn so badly,
how to be an independent child from now on.
It's been a doubt in my head.
If i get to go to the states to pursuit my further studies.
I wonder if she can survive alone without the sibling's guidance.
It is my biggest fear in my life.
She having the best everything in her life
and i need her to be a useful person.
To be precise, I'm a total failure compared to her and
this is why i want to make sure her life is in apple pie order
without the darkest influence from anyone else.
God, may you bless my family and I.
Lastly, i'm having congee right now. more like a baby food.
Joyce and Rine were complaining me eating all the time in genting =(
and mostly i was to blamed who started the fire.
Then when i turned to form 1 and had my spoilt brat trial.
Thinking that i was supposed to be like everyone else,
imitate one another, not following the rules instead i need to
make things happen and get wild with the so called 'mafia' in my class.
Just when I'm still having my honeymoon then here comes the giant bee,
my mum transferred me to Stella Maris and
this is where my nightmare begins.
So i still think that I'm not her biological daughter
cuz i can't scratch the itch-
when the cat's away then the mice will play
in this not-so-mine territory.
After so many chased by the cat, Mrs.kang.
My lessons learned.
I'm running the same blood as my parents.
I learn to build my own pride, my knowledge, my friendship, my family hood and all these was made by Stella Maris. Without it. I'm officially a piece of junk!
Seriously, the credit goes to my mum. She's a well trainer of the family.
Apparently, I need Esther to learn so badly,
how to be an independent child from now on.
It's been a doubt in my head.
If i get to go to the states to pursuit my further studies.
I wonder if she can survive alone without the sibling's guidance.
It is my biggest fear in my life.
She having the best everything in her life
and i need her to be a useful person.
To be precise, I'm a total failure compared to her and
this is why i want to make sure her life is in apple pie order
without the darkest influence from anyone else.
God, may you bless my family and I.
Lastly, i'm having congee right now. more like a baby food.
Joyce and Rine were complaining me eating all the time in genting =(
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Adeline Alyssa Emily Esther Eunice Hadley Jacklyn Jasmine Joey Joyce Juliet Karen Kayi Leconte Lilian Ming Li Prisca Rina Rine Sarah Suet Meng Tatt Mun
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