I do think i'm indifferent than others ;
but i can't define myself
most of her friends said she loco,
her 101% of curiosity and laughters can kill them all,
she needs sugar to keep her sane,
she is finding a guy to hold her hand to keep her safe
and sound for the rest of her life,
her biggest wish is her family and friends are happy always.
Blog l Facebook l Msn
but i can't define myself
silhouette
smoke makes me sneeze
I write nuts ;
just so you know
Little sparks
Friday, January 30, 2009 ( 10:42 AM )
A little sketchy right now cuz i'm blogging with an empty stomach
and i'm so waiting for everyone to butt's off so i can have brunch with -.-
and everyone is still sleeping right now?!
why is the family so exhausted?
Eating alone makes me like a loner ever.
I don't like eating alone but comes to movie i do =)
I don't give a damn how ppl thinks about me
cuz im seriously got a lot more to do and
it makes me feel so sick to care about the cakes.
So yeah, a better day to start with hopefully it ends with joy!
All by myself
( 12:57 AM )
Human like us ask for more/a little much more.
seriously, there's never enough for every person.
Until we realised the g i v e and t a k e theory ever existed
we always go for the big things like seriously big enough.
Like me, i didn't know until i completely break down
I fell down and i just find out that i've been hanging out too high
and i totally forget about how hard for every little step i made to the top.
And now, i'm trying to take every step calmly and carefully again.
I feel better without the burdens anymore.
A little snap out, will do!
Thursday, January 29, 2009 ( 1:42 AM )
Tell me it's not true.
I'm so done with everything you tried to do.
Can you just stay out of my life?
have some mercy on me, please!
if you prefer to show just do it without me
you know what?
what you did, doesn't make you noble
cuz you are none other than a troll
No return
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 ( 11:52 PM )
When the cut is deeply hurt,
it feels numb like a dead.
I was petrified
in the very last moment.
I feel like running constantly until
I can't go back to where I start
I feel like walking on the rain
so no one can see my tear drops
I feel like i'm the only one
who stayed in the past
I feel like i'm the only sleeps
when everyone stares
Ron asked me to keep walking straight and don't look back the past.
Tagged
Monday, January 26, 2009 ( 2:08 AM )
Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose six people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave a comment (“You’re tagged!”), and to read your blog, you can’t tag a person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.
1. I feel like sleeping after a tiring day but i'm still doing the tag.
2. I like eating PoP corn + Twisties at the same time when catching a movie.
3. I love being weird cuz it's different from the others.
4. I hate to speak/ppl speak mandarin cuz most of the malaysian's mandarin got cacated.
5. I hate ppl who wants to be when they are actually far from that.
6. I love natural stuff cuz it's purity is what they called it pure.
7. When i say i do, that means i really do.
8. I like sweet 'n' sour pork instead of black pepper chicken.
9. I love green but i don't wear it.
10. I love celery cuz it's refreshing.
11. I hate him when i really love him.
12. Sometimes my 'NO' represents 'YES'
13. I love shopping alone than the bunches.
14. I hate being dramatic cuz it's exhausting.
15. I hate ppl being rude like they are uneducated.
16. Tag is lifeless cuz i'm lifeless as aly XP
p/s: whoever lifeless as us then u're tagged! =P
Heard of ghost?
Friday, January 23, 2009 ( 12:12 PM )
I mean the malaysian drama series g h o s t by popiah pictures..
LOL. Interesting name. I can't believe I'm watching the product of malaysia..
LOL. Interesting name. I can't believe I'm watching the product of malaysia..
well, seriously i have no expectation in the beginning until E z a's k e l i s a
got clamped and i find it interesting *wink
she's one of the main character.
But i don't know why they using bilingual as always.
anyways i love watching it =)
Spot the absurdity?
Thursday, January 22, 2009 ( 5:40 PM )
Sigh. It's a hectic week.
damn. chinese new year sucks!
seriously, i don't know why i need to clean up this and that
while my other siblings get to go out and have fun.
Isn't the mother pilih kasih? Ridiculous.
anyways L e c o n t e 's photoshoots is way too funny!
HAHA XP
Decision made and NVR change
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 ( 10:32 PM )
Okay. This sounds insane when i mention it..
Lol. SERIOUSLY?!
well, apparently my orientation was straight as in really straight!!
so yeah. here it goes, when the first yr i transfered to stella maris,
It was my night mare ever. But it went well since i made some friends.
so there were bunch of us.
we hanged out together and there's this friend,
apparently, she was some kind of tom boy and we treat her as our good friend.
Until form 4, someone told me, she actually likes me..
i'm kinda cannot accept and keeps avoiding her until today.
I'm having a goosebump rite now.
OMG. who knows she gave me a buzz today -.-
i'm so freaked out. pfft.
stay out of me. im not being mean.
Just i can't do it.
anyways gotta sleep rite now.
<3 gin
Turning over
( 12:10 AM )
Let's make a fresh start again!
seriously again..LOL
damn it. I'm pathetic i know..
so yeah, wish me luck!
anyway LILIAN is taking undang test tmr
so yeah im praying for her rite now..
HAHAHA..
she's gonna go thru the pain like we did last year.
sigh. more pathetic
anyways everything's gonna be fine =)
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 ( 3:33 PM )
Seriously damn f*cked up!
whenever u think im a selfish person.
U need me to complete ur task.
I gave u both of my hands i can.
In return u threw me a grenade and said that im useless and didn't give u any.
I wonder what if i gone to america this august.
U deserve what u want then.
I didn't mean to complain or anything
but u just make freaking disappointed.
why is everyone the same???
I need remedy
Monday, January 19, 2009 ( 12:01 AM )
goddamnit! I wanna screw the whole world..
Leconte! I miss ur lameness =(
I wanna cry out loud like an idiot always do.
Hate myself for being so sketchy.
Hate everything.
ROAR!!!!
I will just give up. Just let me at least have my dignity to stay with me.
whatever u're into, i wouldn't get involved.
Sunday, January 18, 2009 ( 6:14 PM )
U didn't just stabbed on my wound again when it still b l e e d i n g . . .
Times fly when we aren't even run.
Saturday, January 17, 2009 ( 12:28 AM )
Kinda missing the old times right now.
when we are doin every little session together
we started it at B a s k i n R o b b i n fondue session!
Talking about how we used to be as a kid..
LOL. It's really captivating but not the bad times.
If there's chance to go back,
I wish I could know you better.
If the shoe fits
Thursday, January 15, 2009 ( 7:57 PM )
Speak first doesn't make you noble...seriously!!
it makes me like a chump for speaking to you.
I'm not a bumpy person.
I don't really give somebody a difficult situation.
I know i'm kinda chasing my own tail but i just wanna give it a shot.
so yh, thanks for throwing some mercy 0n me to fulfill my thoughts.
your unpredictable gave me extreme confusion which can seriously kill my brain cells.
anyways the chirpy one is on my way =)
Best dressed
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 ( 11:03 AM )
It's actually quite silly of the GOLDEN GLOBE Awards
The Best dressed was okay but the worst dressed..
damn pathetic.. almost all of them spend dunno how many ages
damn pathetic.. almost all of them spend dunno how many ages
of my pocket money to get prepared and in return with criticism -.-
Amy Adams
Thoughts
Sunday, January 11, 2009 ( 2:52 AM )
don't know why nowadays too free to bother bout things like this and that..
damn.. i hope i can kill part of my memory which shouldn't be saved..
and damn.. it's been a damn while and it turned into long term memory
which is sucks?! GAH..
just couldn't help it when i sees it..over and over again..
makes me cry like an idiot?! but just kill it before it ruins me into pieces..
just so damn freaking much thoughts..with sense..maybe not, maybe yes, maybe...
it's just maybe.. speaking of maybe.. it could be maybe..rite?
yes, no? ugh..come on! forget it and move on ur life man -.-
jump on the bed, count and sleep.
lifeless -.-
It's over, isn't it?
( 1:58 AM )
Been driving the whole damn day..
stupid kl was peanut butter jam -.-
turned on the radio again and again, over and over..
which keeps reminding me cuz it's over..
damn. i hate jesse mccartney!!
so hate it till i never wanna be fan of him in facebook -.-
Too lame can die -.-
Thursday, January 8, 2009 ( 12:24 AM )
Life is so painful and tired.
Urgh..?! the piggy started her school and as a chauffeur of her
i need to wake up like god damn early.
Plus, the piggy is a very puntual person, over puntual in fact -.-
since it's so early so we went 7-ELEVEN
to buy some breakfast or some snacks.
so yeah, i stood in front of the sandwich bar and thinking what to pick..
me: eh, what's nice?
sis: eh, chicken and cheese looks nice..
me: im pickin tuna i guess..
sis: tuna not bad hor..?! i want it too
me: eh, what's the WM TUNA?
sis: haha.. WHAT MAN TUNA LAH?!
me: omg. Her lameness made me laughed like an idiot -.-
OMG. tell me who's the lame one -.-
There's another one in my life..
I had breakfast at La Bodega with Lec then we went mv for movie today.
Lec: Okay, so this is gardens. First, i wanna introduce the left 1 is the coach and u can buy a ticket to s'pore since it's a coach...
me: ... -.-
lec: And that's the banana republic u can always find the best and freshest banana there..
me: Omg. i'm gonna die of Geliophobia -.-
Happy New Year!
Thursday, January 1, 2009 ( 5:55 PM )
A new year's ahead.
The old me has been kicked.
seriously, just get rid of the bloody sick thing
and back to my very things-to-do..
well, just so hard to get rid of it.
I even said to the stranger, happy new year.
but i'm just speechless to u.
I tried so hard to make things change
but end up with nothing.
since it's not working with a single slap so just forget it.
ginny is so happy that she's gonna move on after so long =)
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