I do think i'm indifferent than others ;
but i can't define myself
most of her friends said she loco,
her 101% of curiosity and laughters can kill them all,
she needs sugar to keep her sane,
she is finding a guy to hold her hand to keep her safe
and sound for the rest of her life,
her biggest wish is her family and friends are happy always.
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but i can't define myself
silhouette
smoke makes me sneeze
I write nuts ;
just so you know
Do it instead of FAKE it
Wednesday, December 31, 2008 ( 12:19 AM )
I'm seriously damn sick rite now
until i feel myself floating instead of walking..and damn?!!
trip to selangor today..like seriously damn cheap?!!
omg! it's damn freaking nice seafood there.
I'm not really seafood person but i just love the squid =P
yummy! how lovely, i just ate them today =)
anyway it's been so long i never really catch up with my cousies
and yeah the family were on reunion dinner and finally i met Sophia
which is the lil woman rite now. In fact, she's younger than me 3yrs.
Lol. she's a loving cousie i ever had like seriously.
Just too lovely to have a cousie like that.
I mean what's wrong with the ppl outside?
they just can't stop faking with each other to make themselves complete.
seriously, i'm so sick of this?!
Nobody's perfect but just gonna do it again and again.
oh gosh?! that's so hannah montana -.-
Lol. anyway i just love her as my cousie.
god bless her and cousie forever =)
Never leave
Thursday, December 25, 2008 ( 11:10 PM )
For the lord i love?! What's on my mind?
i'm so not over it..! seriously -.-
darn stuck of it!
My life is so tough, huh?
sometimes u're thousand miles away from me
sometimes u're just freaking steps close by
u're constantly on and off
which makes me so sick of it?!
well, i'm so glad u asked about me.
seriously, just the question itself can get into my flesh so deeply.
guess it's the first and very last thing u ask about me.
so yeah?! u seems great without any hesitations.
i'm gleeful bout it.
heard u're gonna stay and yet i'm leaving soon.
a yet sadder tale to tell.
sigh. sooner or later i will be suffer from depression.
harsh reality always come on time.
accept it or try to fix it, lighten the pain of the sake.
well, anything will do but never cut me with ur silence again.
It's damn over
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 ( 1:12 AM )
How I wish that we could just back to what we used to be?
I don't give a bloody damn what are you thinking about..!
Just that we can still work out things like friend.. as if?!
you will never let me know what are you really into
you will never tell me, you will never ask me
the thing is I don't even know the pieces of you...
YOU got me bloody frustrated when i looked at you and talk to you
but you NEVER bother to give me a bloody look at me.
It's over for the past but you kept it and surprised me over and over again.
Thank you so much! I damn bloody appreciate ur existence in my damn life.
You made me seriously hate you which i really mean it.
Good friends no more
Friday, December 19, 2008 ( 1:36 AM )
I need to get myself a TOEFL prep bk so i went KLCC with the family yesterday
and i bumped into Zf and the gf.
what a surprise?! i like didn't see him for decades..LOL
I started to cast my mind back, he was an idiot to me before i knew him.
haha.. but not anymore when we started things like whisper, hush-hush, and some secrets?!
until he left the school with some kind reason..
and i just realised all the really good guy friends of mine eventually disappeared.
sigh but NO.. Leconte still with me. So i'm really appreciate.
ps:more brunch will do, Joey as well =)
Last past/past that last?
Wednesday, December 17, 2008 ( 8:01 PM )
It's gonna be 1 year when we are away from Stella Maris.
I still remember those days how hard I wished I can just leave and go for college.
Seriously damn idiotic thoughts I ever had.
After so many days after days until we turned into an adult.
Then when we catch up with each other's stories.
Seriously, i would never resist a gathering with friends unless there are some probs.
Do you know u left ur cruelty with me?
which is damn frustrated to convince myself im gonna be fine..
and u continue the story with the awkwardness..
PLEASE DO TELL ME if u don't want me to show up.
It's much better than ur cold flat face like i never know u.
u're once again ruined my mood for the coming christmas which i hope there are some changes.
Charity begins at home
Friday, December 5, 2008 ( 10:18 PM )
Sometimes superficial wound can leave behind a deep scar
Negligence might result a bad outcome
Find a remedy to cure is never too late
Parental affection is an asset for every growing kids
Casualty for the parent who failed to act will be the kid as always
A severe inner trauma follows every step in life
I'm lack of it but im finding it's pieces
I study the people around ;
with my hidden thoughts .
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Adeline Alyssa Emily Esther Eunice Hadley Jacklyn Jasmine Joey Joyce Juliet Karen Kayi Leconte Lilian Ming Li Prisca Rina Rine Sarah Suet Meng Tatt Mun
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you should know i'm a pathetic cyborg
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escape from insanity
Adeline Alyssa Emily Esther Eunice Hadley Jacklyn Jasmine Joey Joyce Juliet Karen Kayi Leconte Lilian Ming Li Prisca Rina Rine Sarah Suet Meng Tatt Mun
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