I do think i'm indifferent than others ;
but i can't define myself
most of her friends said she loco,
her 101% of curiosity and laughters can kill them all,
she needs sugar to keep her sane,
she is finding a guy to hold her hand to keep her safe
and sound for the rest of her life,
her biggest wish is her family and friends are happy always.
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but i can't define myself
silhouette
smoke makes me sneeze
I write nuts ;
just so you know
NOT enough
Tuesday, August 26, 2008 ( 9:37 PM )
I will never know what did u mean selfish in me?
Thanks for ur lecture.
why don't u think bout urself? u are not better than anyone else.
U will always have my negatives on positives off.
seriously didn't i do something for the siblings?
I helped the siblings more than u think and u will always said not enough.
I mean yes that will never enough for helping the siblings
but why not u think i'm just pretend to say no and doing some stupid faces
and eventually i will do it for them?
why always my fault for not helping them and not their fault for asking my help?
Blame me always is the best thing ever.
yes yes my bad again. scremed ur lungs off cuz i'm too selfish for the siblings.
Oh yes. college starting next week.
I would rather kill my time in the college or elsewhere than going home and
cry my balls off with ur lectures.
so good to be alone.
I'm sorry for posting emo issues always but who wants to chew a bittergourd instead of a
bubble gum?
LOl. After all, im still fine =)
My sec econ teacher says that im always a happy go lucky type.
Yes but she will never know what comes after sunshine.
Scars never heal
Saturday, August 16, 2008 ( 11:59 PM )
U know what?
Ur words are like knives.
I know u can't control ur emotions
I didn't mean to fight with u
but seems like u don't wanna lose.
I never said a word
Until u mention u're very disappointed with me.
but what did i do?
did i just act like a typical street kid outside?
doing something illegal? trying out drugs and alcohol?
or just loitering around instead of going back home?
My heart broke as if a glass slipped off and break into traces.
what u want from me?
I told bro. He asked if i can be more understanding and more patient.
recently. problems and problems coming after me.
I dunno who to talk to.
I'm afraid the feeling of being betrayed.
I didn't want to deal with it so i tried to avoid
but when comes to silence of the night.
I can barely sleep.
I was wondering if i have a complete family.
Would it be any better somehow?
I mean it
Friday, August 15, 2008 ( 11:19 PM )
Seriously i don't need a friend who just come to me
when he or she needs my help or whatever.
I mean friends are meant to be with u on the same boat,
share laughters, share tears, share emos, share EVERYTHING and etc.
BUT everyone got their own limits rite?
As in treat ppl as u would like to be treated.
I sacrificed then u sacrifice.
Make it balance! Just 1 side. It won't work!
ask urself didn't i do my part? and did u do anything in return?
NO. I'm not blaming now. I mean im just enough with it.
LEAVE ME ALONE.
Im still moving my own life.
Im still walking my own side.
Im still running my own path
and soon i will be flying off.
LASTLY, i dunno what's the meaning of friends after all.
Frankly speaking. Maybe my personality gets trouble.
I'm not those acting myself like a princess to let u bow on me.
I treat everyone with my heart unless i know u're a typical FAKER.
Nah. Finally, that's what my POV.
agree not. This is still my blog.
If u don't agree just post it on ur blog.
Don't mess up with my cbox.
Awkwardness
Monday, August 11, 2008 ( 11:05 PM )
Riding in a car with a heart full of scars.
I dunno what i did. seriously.
Hate myself for acting like an idiot.
still moving forward without a proper reason.
DAMN. used to remind myself not to follow the wrong path
but i did. I FOLLOWED.
tears running on and off.
I need some time to clear out some dreadful mistake.
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